描述
This whole series depicts the whole mental anguish I went through recently. I decided one day I would like to do a DNA kit to figure out what I was. When I found out I saw I was 50% Jewish which was very odd to me and never saw it to be. I was then informed later in life that I did in fact, have a different biological father.
I got to meet him and form a relationship that seemed great at the start but quickly crumbled. He became very verbally abusive. It tore up my self-esteem quite a bit and it was something I had been working on for years after being with an abusive ex who has obliterated it. He "tried" to help me when I became homeless but ended up harming me more than helping. I decided being homeless was better than being under her controlling thumb.
This man was very judgemental and had a thing or two against the Asian people. Well to his misfortune I found out we did have Japanese/Korean in our bloodline. This of course infurated him. So to peel back his control and abuse. I stand hand and have placed my hands in a delicate and beautiful collection in homage to my ethnicity. To spite the evil in my life and to bring freedom to my fears.
This collection is made by AI, Digital Painting, Video Editing, and Photo-Manipulation. I hope you enjoy these pieces as they help build up my confidence and my respect for my ethnicity in my trying times of mental anguish.
I will only change into the person I wish to be