描述
Diary entry for 03.02.2024 in chapter 2.
**03.02.2024**
**9:45 Basel, Klingentalgraben**
I was lying in bed and realised it might be good to masturbate before getting up. Thought about Phil and felt very hot. Then I realised that I might want to need him more than I actually want him. And I thought, well this is a great example of me not being able to let go. Which probably also means that I'll keep thinking about the kiss until we're gonna see each other. So now I'm trying to send him my work as soon as possible so that he 2 can give me feedback (maybe even before I leave for Zurich on Saturday) and then maybe talk to him on our way back (I think Julie will come with us). Haven't heard from him since the 24th of january (so ten days), which is normal! for him.
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